The Alpha

There’s something undeniably luring about Master. His voice stirs me.. making me want to be taken by Him oftentimes, no matter what the conversation topic We are discussing. i think subs are more like animals in mindset at their core nature… it seems so primal to want to be taken by an alpha male. Master is most definitely an alpha. He exudes confidence and masculinity… control and power… strength and intelligence. i do not know if He’s even fully aware of how naturally Dominant He is. i feel it, and i hear it in His voice. Even when He’s not dominating me obviously, i still feel like i want to be made to submit to Him. Like i can’t really be any other way. He is so powerful and strong; i am so weak and submissive to Him. It feels so natural and core. i truly am glad that Master accepted me as His sub. i think any other way of being His bondmate would be still amazing, but not as close… not as core and real.

Sometimes, i have thoughts of Him forcing me. i want to feel His power and control over me, as directly as possible. i want to know that i have no choice but to obey Him. It isn’t always that way with Master… i think my willing, fawning obedience to Him is more important. Still, when He doesn’t even stop to give me a command, and instead does something to me without prior warning, i feel at my most helpless, my most weak. That too is His ultimate, undeniable power over me, and it is beautiful to me. Everything about Master is beauty. His completely natural, inherent alpha male demeanor and core is overwhelmingly attractive and alluring. i am so very, very lucky to be His sub, slave, pet. Everything i am to Him. i love Him.

~ by angel on July 4, 2009.